So my most recent obsession is checking out this awesome blog, eat-yourself-skinny. Well I was going through old posts and I came along this one, Let Go Post. And it made me realize, I just need to let things go. Sometimes when I am lost in thought, I find myself wondering about things, things that I could of done differently in my past relationship to make him stay, things I could of done to make him want to me, and why would he leave me for another woman, another woman that had a history of cheating on her significant others, a woman that is not nice at all.
And the thing is, I am VERY happy right now, even though I was devastated by my break up with my fiance, that just happened about 4 months ago. I never thought I would be over this guy. The things he did to me, and the way he made me feel in those last few weeks of our relationship, it WAS awful, but I loved him so much. I was so dedicated to the relationship, and he wasn't, and I didn't want to see it. And I am over it now, a lot faster than what I thought. But I always start thinking about things that I should just LET GO, but I can't. So reading that post made me think, 'Why I am torturing myself with all these thoughts?? JUST LET IT GO!!'
So for now on, when I start thinking those annoying thoughts, I am going to start telling myself, Just Let It Go. I hope it helps me. I should make a huge banner and put it up in my bedroom, so I can see it all the time and remember it! Hahaha!